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I couldn't bring myself to pick up so I tossed my phone back to the end of the bed and cut the TV on. The cable guy wasn't scheduled to come until tomorrow and I began working the day after so I basically had 2 days to kill.

My clothes were set up and I had food it was just lacking life. It was lonely. I was lonely.

The walls were plain and carpet was a light brown color that made the white walls look almost bright. I hated it.

I didn't know if it was the walls or my dead attitude but it made my stomach turn.

I sat up and started out the window. I was so close to freedom but felt so trapped. I know I was doing this to myself but I knew I couldn't take the consequences for my action yet. Or ever. It was killing me.
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The cable was up and running and as of today work was calling me. I unwrapped my hair from its scarf and slipped a head band on my 3 days old ponytail then headed to work.

My mind would be occupied for 8 hours.

"What fun?" I said sarcastically as I pulled away from the curb
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"Hey ma." I hugged then gave a smile

"Hey baby. You ready?" She asked leading me to my station

"And what is it that I have to do again?" I asked sitting down

"Just answer the phone. Real simple." She said picking it up them setting it down

I pulled myself into the desk as she walked away. I sat there for a minutes into the phone rang.

"Here we go." I complained
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I walked out of the elevator to see my bestfriend sitting on my steps.

Damn.