31. fish in the sea

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so... today's my birthday

officially legal

not that you would bother to wish me

today marks the 52nd day since the voicemails you sent me

i cant say those last words didn't cause me a few sleepless nights

sometimes still do

i tried to call you, to ask 

were you really going to say what i thought you would?

'if im being completely, brutally honest, i think i might even-'

like me? admire me? miss me?

...love me?

if only i could fucking ask you

see you

where are you, nessa?

hey man, i dont mean to interrupt your nicholas sparks monologue but its one in the morning and ive got a job interview tomorrow

not to mention youve been texting this number almost every day since ive gotten it

oh my god

i am so sorry

dont mention it

why did you wait this long to tell me to shut the fuck up?

im not gonna lie, it was pretty entertaining

whenever i got into a fight with my girlfriend and my self confidence dropped real low i imagined you were 'the other girl' who'd always pine after me and we were the perfect match that could never be

thats fucking weird, bro

yeah you're right, im sorry

dont mention it

so she really changed her number, huh

this chick cant be worth this much effort

more fish in the sea yknow?

yeah, i know

anyways, happy birthday, dude

thanks

doesn't feel much like one, though

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HERE IS THE UPDATE YOU HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR!!!

it's summer time!

meaning i have all the time in the world to write write and write for you guys

SAT who? IGCSE results who? a future of any significance? idk her

i cant wait to get back into this story, and you guys begging for updates (as upsetting as it was to see when i knew i couldnt give them to you) made me all the more motivated to give you guys the best i can!

psst... out of curiosity, how many languages are you guys fluent in? im fluent in 3 but determined to get to at least 5

Don't forget to vote!

xoxo, Sierra