30. wednesday

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Voicemail received 2:30AM, Wednesday

"Hey... it's me— uh, Nessa. Vanessa. Taylors? Um, we met on a payph— oh, fuck you, you know who I am. Anyways, I just, uh, wanted to say that I... I really don't know why I'm so angry at you. I've been trying to figure it out and my brain is honestly about to explode.

...I mean... it's not like we met thinking we'd be in a relationship, to be perfectly honest I sometimes still think you're a two out of two maximum douche level bag of dicks, but... there's something about the conversations we have that melts my stress away like fucking butter. I really needed someone when Niffy left, and that ended up being—"

Voicemail received 2:34AM, Wednesday

"Your voicemail is a bag of dicks, too, now that I think about it.

Anyways, it's you.

I guess as time passed, I sort of grew to rely on you? I stayed up waiting for you to call, kept talking even if I was exhausted, smiled even if I had the shittiest day, laughed even when I didn't think I could... and I'm pretty sure it's all thanks to you.

I think the turning point was the night my parents fought, you can guess why.

I don't like having feelings this strong, and I don't like liking someone who has feelings for someone else. And honestly, the fact that we have Niffy in common makes our relationship Wattpad story worthy, it's so fucked up."

Voicemail received 2:40AM, Wednesday

"This is the last one I swear.

What I'm trying to say is that I need time to figure it out. You need time to figure yourself out, too. If Niffy is who you really want, I'll respect your decision even though it's completely wrong because she doesn't deserve even an atom of your incredible personality.

This is getting super mushy but I can't help it because I am sleep deprived and on my period: my hormones control me right now, I am simply a vessel conveying what they're telling me.

I don't want to need time, Nico. I don't want to ruin this. And I definitely don't hate you. If I'm being completely, utterly, brutally honest... I think I might even—"

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xoxo, Sierra