Trigger warning: slight mention of abuse and assault so if you're in anyway sensitive to this topic please skip that part. I will put *** before and after as a warning.
WELL THE DREADFUL day has finally come upon us. I can't believe I have to pretend to be Sebastian Kingsley's girlfriend for a month.
Or maybe more if his goes to plan. Shit I never thought of this.
With that thought running through my mind, I picked up my phone hastily and began scrolling thoroughly through my phone until I got to the contact I needed. After the third ring he finally picked up.
"Wow that eager to speak to me huh?" I heard his sickening, cocky voice ring through my phone.
"Shut the fuck up and listen Kingsley" I snapped at him, having no time for his bitch ass comments right now.
"Well then, aren't you feisty in the morning?" He chuckled at me.
"When are we supposedly to break up? Your genius plan has one flaw. Actually it has multiple but that's beside the point. After this month is over, what happens then? Are you supposed to go back to your glamorous life of being a fuckboy or are we meant to be together forever or whatever the fuck happens in fairytales these days?" I asked him quickly, wanting this conversation to end as soon as possible.
He was silent for a few seconds before stuttering out a response.
"Huh. Well I didn't think of that" he replied dumbfounded.
"That's your answer? You don't know? Are you fucking kidding me? Yeah no, you know what? He deals off, I'm done with this bullshit Sebastian" I snapped at him angrily, fed up of him not having an answer.
"Wait! No-no um, look I'll figure something out ok? We could say that we had to break up because we thought we worked better as friends than a couple. Yeah that sounds believable" he said, sounding proud of himself for thinking of an answer so quickly.
"Fine. One month. Us dating. Doin the whole in love shit people talk about so often. Oh and one more thing to add to the contract. We stay loyal to each other. And before you say anything about how it's all fake, I don't give a flying fuck that you don't give a rats ass about me, but I will not be humiliated behind my back that you've been sneaking off with some whore, deal?" I told him, leaving no negotiation in the matter.
"Fine, deal. I'll stay loyal if you stay loyal. And by the way Black, your one of my best friends ok? Sometimes I do give a rays ass about you. I'll see you at the gates, bye Black" he mimicked what I said as he hung u the phone, leaving me speechless at what he said. He think he's so charming doesn't he?
With that thought crossing my mind, I leaped our if bed to the bathroom and did my morning routine, before crossing over to my closet and picking out my outfit for the day.
I picked out a white, bodysuit, paired with a matching brown, black, and red skirt and jacket, with black boot heels.
I heard a low whistle come from the living room as I descended the stairs.
"Well well well, who on earth are you dressing up for Alexandra?" I looked to my right and saw my older sister, Amelia Black, staring at me while gaping.
"What? This is my normal everyday outfit I don't understand why you're even asking that" I responded with a roll of my eyes.
"Lucas! Dad! Mom! Alexandra has a boyfriend!" My sister all but screamed to my family that was around our penthouse somewhere. Faster than a lighting bolt, all of my family came into the kitchen where I was currently eating my breakfast.
"Since when?!?" My mother asked me with wide eyes.
I was about to deny the accusation when my brother decided to cut in.
"It's Sebastian" he said so calmly as if it wasn't something crazy to say.
"Sebastian?!?" My family said at once.
"No! Look I-we-I don't know ok? Kind of?" I admitted because I heard someones voice ringing in my head about everyone believing the relationship is real.
"Invite him over for dinner tonight" my dad said staring at me intently.
"What what? Dad you've know Sebastian since he was a child" I asked my father with confusion written across my features.
"Because he's now dating my baby girl and if he hurts you I'll kill him" he stated with no hesitation.
"Dad I'm not inviting him over. What the point?"
"Too late, I just texted him" Lucas said from beside dad.
"You guys are relentless" I scoffed at my family, trying to hide my laughter, before turning away and walking towards the elevator to head to the lobby.
Don't you hate it when your brother is practically best friends with your "boyfriend"?
•••
"Alex!" I heard Evie shout at me as I stepped out of the limousine, thanking Jeffrey as I bid him goodbye.
"Hey Eve" I said with a lack of enthusiasm noted in my voice.
"The relationship got you down that much?" She asked me while giggling to herself, as Nicolas wraps an arm around her waist, and placing a chaste kiss to her lips.
"Well your here. Where the other one?" I asked turning to Nicolas.
"Oh you mean your... boyfriend?" He asked me, as him and Evie tried controlling their laughs.
"He told me to tell you, that he'll meet you by our lockers instead" he told me sobering up.
"Oh great, he's playing the perfect boyfriend already. Having a messenger to talk to me instead." I replied sarcastically as we began walking inside.
As always, heads turned our way as we made our way towards our lockers. I smirked in triumph, feeling the power radiating around my group. As we approached our lockers, I spotted a familiar head of brown, curly locks, with those beautiful, ocean eyes staring at me.
"Oh well look who it is. My boyfriend" I whispered at him, as I neared my locker.
"You ready to put this plan into action, Black?" He smirked at me.
"Sure. What's the first move to show that we're a couple now then Sebby?"
"I've got an idea. But I need you to not freak out ok?" He whispered at me.
"What?" I asked him, my mood getting worse my the second.
He just smirked at me before I felt his hands slipping down to my waist, pulling my into his chest swiftly, and forcefully pressing his lips onto mine.
My eyes widened in shock, before I remembered where we were, and the mission we are on, and fluttered my eyes shut, before kissing him back. I wrapped my arms around his neck as his hand left my waist to cup my jaw, and angle my head to the side.
I felt him smirking into the kiss, as our lips moved passionately against eachothers.
The feeling of his lips on mine were indescribable. But I knew that whatever this feeling was, was good. I felt high. As if he was a drug that I'm so addicted to. I was on cloud 9. I've never felt so alive. So free. So safe in his arms.
I quickly snapped out of my dreamy daze, as he gently but down on my bottom lip, and I was snapped back to reality when I realised who I was kissing. I pulled away from his lips, our faces inches apart. Our hot, heavy breaths mixed together as we stared at each other intensely. Mixed emotions, dancing in each of our eyes.
"Tone it down a bit, Jesus fuck! By the way your going I'll be popping out a baby in 9 months!" I whisper yelled at Sebastian as a smirk graced his face.
"You seemed to enjoy it Black, I almost heard a moan escape those pretty little lips of yours" he whispered in my ear, and I could practically feel his ego building by the second.
I turned my head to see my friends, and they both had a look of shock on their faces. Along with the rest of the hallway.
Whispers surrounded us, as girls glared at me, and boys looked at me up and down.
I turned my head back to face Sebastian, as he whispered to me again.
"So your brother texted me earlier. I'm coming over to dinner? And he also said that if I ever hurt you, he'll hunt me down and skin me alive before he chops me into little pieces and cooks me on a barbecue. What the fuck is that about?"
"Well you play the role of the over protective big brother with Sophia right? What would you do if a boy broke her heart?"
"I'd fucking kill him. No hesitation."
"Well there's your answer"
"Yeah ok I understand that part, what I meant was, why the fuck am I going over to your house tonight for dinner with the Blacks?" He scoffed at me.
"Because my dad claims that he needs to have a talk to you now that your my boyfriend and all. Are you coming?" I asked him quietly.
"Of course I am. Gotta stay on daddy's good side now don't I?" He smirked at me trying to hide his laugh. I just rolled my eyes at him laughing slightly, as we turned back to our friends.
"Well then, aren't you to getting along swimmingly?" Nicolas smirked at us.
"Aw, I think they're cute! This is so exciting! We can go on double dates together!" My overly excited, bubbly best friend started saying to us.
"Yeah no, I'm sorry Evie, but we might be a couple now, but we aren't going on dates" I replied before being cut off my a certain asshole ex boyfriend.
"Well well well. If it isn't Worthington Preparatory's nee happy couple! I don't understand why you're with her Sebastian, I waited a year for her to have sex with me, I even said that I loved this bitch and still nothing! Don't waste your time on her Kingsley, she's a prude!" Jackson spat in my face, anger clearly written across his features.
"Hey! Don't talk to my girl like that Collins! I'm not wasting my time on her ok? She's great girl, who you clearly never deserved! Now fuck off back to daddy Collins" Sebastian yelled at him, getting in his face. I pulled his arm back, trying to not let him get in fight if this plan was going to work.
"Hey Sebastian, it's not worth it ok? Just ignore him and let's get to class" I muttered to him. He nodded simply before taking my hand and leading me to English class. I quickly waved goodbye to Evie and Nic, before we rounded the corner.
"Hey you ok? What he said was kinda brutal, I mean, the fact he only said that he loved you so you'd sleep with him is fucking sick" he said stalking his head in disgust.
"Look it's whatever, ok? Now you know I'm actually a virgin and not a slut. You don't have to protect me you know? I can look after my self!" I whisper yelled to him before I turned around and walked to the nearest girls bathroom.
***
I don't know why I said that. The only other person I've told about that night is Evie. He told me he loved me, and I said that I really appreciate it but I didn't feel the same way, yet. All he had to do was wait. Wait for me to say I loved him back. But he didn't. He thought I was a damsel in distress looking for a man to love her. Sure I want someone to love me, but that wasn't love. He loved my money and status. But not me. He tried to force himself on me but I kicked him in his crowned jewels, which instantly angered him even more. I told him that we were done, so he beat me. Bad. My family thinks I was jumped walking home, but it was really just my psycho ex boyfriend. I mean he never raped me, so I guess I don't get to feel violated, especially when this happens to loads of girls around the world. But I guess, now knowing that Sebastian knows something about my past that only my best friend and ex boyfriend knew about, hit me. Hard. And I wasn't prepared for it.
I looked at my self in the mirror and the tears pooling in my eyes. No. You don't cry. I haven't cried since that night. He told me that I'm a worthless piece of shit. The reason I never told anyone else is because I remember the look on her face. Full of pity. I don't want anyone to look at me like that again, especially Sebastian Kingsley.
***
I have myself a quick pep talk before walking out of the bathroom, and headed towards English.
I am Alexandra fucking Black, queen of Worthington Preparatory, and I will not be brought down by some asshole ex boyfriend.
•••
I didn't speak to Sebastian for the rest of the school day, because I simply didn't want to have that emotional talk with him. I didn't want to have to explain the entire story to him. So, I'm now currently getting ready for this dinner tonight. With my family and boyfriend.
I decided to wear a black, short body on dress, with spaghetti straps, and a ruffle at the end of the dress, covered in red flowers to decorate the dress, paired with black 3 inch straps heels. I added some ruby red lipstick, with a burgundy shade of eyeshadow, coating the creases of my eyes.
I stared in the mirror, looking at myself. Somehow noticing all the insecurities that Jackson used to point out. I know that I need to start to not believe them. That my insecurities make me who I am. The queen of Worthington preparatory, but it's hard when someone you thought cared about you points them out daily. I'm knocked out of my trance when I hear my parents greeting our guest. I took one last look in the mirror, nodding at myself, and walking out of my room, down the stairs, towards the dining room.
The sound of my heels clicking against the floorboards gained the attention of the crowd that's gathered in the dining room.
I instantly locked eyes with non other than, Sebastian Kingsley. His beautiful ocean blue eyes staring at my, bright green ones. I put on a fake smile to keep up appearances as I walked over to him. I reached up to wrap my arms around his neck, as he wrapped his around my waist, his head resting in the crook of my neck, as mine rests on his shoulder.
"You need to compliment me, it's what good boyfriend does, asshole" I whispered in his ear, quietly enough only for him to hear.
"Chill the duck out would you, you just got here" he whispered back to me.
We let go of each other slowly, and as we do he lets his pink lips place a chaste kiss onto my cheek. He cleared his throat awkwardly as he prepared to give me his first ever compliment.
"You look beautiful as always Lexi" he ever so smoothly compliments me.
"Thank you, Sebastian. You clean up nicely" I replied with a fake giggle.
"Aw Sebastian, aren't you just the sweetest boyfriend!" My mother gushed as she watched our display of affection.
"Better watch your hands there, Sebby boy" my brother smirked at Sebastian, doing that bro handshake thing with each other. Sebastian playfully rolls his eyes at him. He then walks over to the rest of my family, greeting them.
"So shall we get on with dinner?" I asked my parents, trying to get a move on with this stupid dinner.
We all began walking towards the table to take our seats, as my parents walked towards the kitchen to serve dinner.
Before I could walk towards my seat, which was next to Sebastian, my sister Amelia grabbed my arm pulling me back.
"He is so smitten with you! You can just tell by the way he looks at you that he's in love!" She gushed at me.
"No he's not! We haven't even said the 'L' word yet if you must know" I scoffed at her, rolling my eyes and walking away, but this time with a slight blush on my face at Amelia's words. I sat down next to Sebastian as we both have each other a small smile. The atmosphere is most definitely awkward right now.
My parents came back into the dining room with our food and we all began eating away.
"So Sebastian. What are your intentions with my daughter?" My dad questioned Sebastian with a hard stare. I scoffed loudly, gaining everyone's attention.
"Dad seriously? You've known Sebastian all his life, and we've been friends for our entire lives, he's never done anything to upset you, so why do you even bother asking the questions now?"
"Alexandra we've already been through this. He's dating my youngest child, and as a father it's my job to scare off your boyfriend, however fond of Sebastian I am" he replied smiling at Sebastian and I.
I went to reply to his comment but was cut off by Sebastian replying to his earlier question.
"Well sir, I like your daughter very much, and I promise to not let her get hurt in any way, shape, or form. And I can't wait to see where our relationship goes" he replies so easily I almost fell off my seat.
"Well then Sebastian. That's good enough for me, I know you'd never hurt her on purpose, and will treat her like the queen she is" my father replied, grinning at Sebastian.
"Indeed I will sir" he replied, smiling at me.
The dinner moved on, conversations flowing easily. It was really nice.
•••
Sebastian and I began walking towards the elevator so that I can walk him down to the lobby.
"Well played boyfriend" I said to him laughing at this situation.
"Well played girlfriend" he laughed back at me.
The elevator began descending down as silence lapses around us.
"Look. I'm sorry if I said something to upset you earlier in school, I was just checking to see if you were ok. Are you?" He asked me softly.
"What? Yeah I'm fine? Sorry I shouted at you earlier. I guess I was just annoyed that you now know that I'm a virgin. Never been touched. So I guess I-I thought you would lose respect for me or something. You know isn't the most popular girl in school meant to have all the boys after her? Well not me. Because they know I won't do anything with them" I said quietly, looking up at him at the end.
"Lose respect for you? Lexi I didn't have any respect for you to begin with" he smirked at me, trying to lighten the mood.
I was grateful that he could see that I didn't want to talk about it anymore. Other people would've pressed for more information. But Sebastian didn't. He understood our boundaries. He just wanted to clear his conscience about wondering if he upset me. That's all.
We reached the lobby and we both exited he elevator.
"We're all going to the club 'Felix' on Friday night, you coming?" He asked me as he walked backwards towards the door.
"Of course I am. The queen loves to party, right?" I responded with a small shake of my head and an eye roll.
"I'll see you then Lexi" he waved to me as he stood outside, next to his limousine.
"See you Sebby" I replied waving back, before walking back towards the elevator.
Something has shifted in our relationship and I don't know whether it's a good thing or bad thing.
I guess we'll find out soon, right?
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