chapter thirty nine

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This was a bad fucking idea. '

"I don't like the circus." I blurt out loud and Kiana's furrows her brows at me in confusion, "what?"

"I don't like the circus." I repeat, but she still looks at me confused, "I don't understand. If you hate the circus, why did you bring us here? If it makes you uncomfortable, we could've just eaten in."

I bagged the most amazing girl ever. Just then, my 13th reason passes by the both of us, a man in a clown costume, my grip on Kiana's hand tightens as I move further away him while she gazes at me, amused at this shit. "So, I'm guessing you don't like clowns."

"Them shits are creepy. I don't know what parent decided that they are child friendly, and have you watched It? I did not trust drains for a very long time." She bites back a smile at my case and asks, "are you sure you don't want us to leave?"

"To answer your question, no I haven't watched it because horror movies make me paranoid and even more anxious and two, can I have my hand back please?" She says glancing at her palm, which I'm sure I crushed some bones by the way I gripped it.

"Nah, I think I'm gonna hold onto it for a while." I respond, his grip tightening on her arm. "Tae, I'm serious we can go if this is too much for you." She says, searching my eyes.

"Nah, I'm gonna do this. None of us have been to the circus before and we travelled all this way together so we might as well enjoy it while it lasts"

"Simp."

We join the crowd of people waiting to get into the circus tent, tickets in hand and snacks read. We show the ticket man our tickets and they let us in, we find seats and begin snacking on the popcorn. As many other people begin filling up the seats in the tent, Kiana is taking pictures. When it's filled with people in the tent. The lights dim around us, and the spotlight focuses on the acrobats and clowns at the centre. I may have squeezed her hand again but if they were far away from me, I was good.

This shit looked like it was straight out of a movie set. With the firebreathers and lion tamers and the acrobats way up in the air. The entire show was mesmerizing, when I looked over to my life to see the look of awe on my girl's face, I knew I did good, and I would do it all again just to see that look on her face again.

...

I bought Kiki a cheese filled pretzel which she's literally destroying as we walk aimlessly around, taking in the sights. She doesn't bother looking cute or nothing when she eats and I appreciate the hell out of it and never would I have I thought a girl could be more sexy when she's devouring something that isn't my dick.

We're pulled to a halt when Kiana sees a sign reading Tarot readings, she gives me her biggest puppy eyes, pleading with me. I look down at the sign then back down to her and sigh. "Aight, let's go." She squeals in excitement and tugs me into the tent. The tent is dark except for the light emanating from the crystal ball that's sitting on the table with tarot cards spread across the surface. Another table is in the corner that has candles that are lit.

A Caucasian woman is seated behind the table, dressed in a boho style long sleeve top and pants with a headscarf wrapped around her dark auburn hair. She doesn't even look up when begins shuffling the cards, "Sit, my dears."

Kiana and I glance at each other before sitting down in the empty chairs opposite her. We both stare at her, silent, not sure how this whole thing works. "I'll be with you in just a second." The psychic says, she finally looks up at and directs her attention to Kiana, "Your name?"

She swallows hard, suddenly nervous, "um - uh, Kiana."

The dark haired woman nods, "right, let's get to it, shall we?"

She shuffles the cards once more before holding them, face down towards Kiana, "pick three cards."

Carefully, she picks three of the tarot cards from the middle deck and the psychic takes them before laying them down in front of her.

She points at the card with a joker juggling bas in the air, "This - you handed to me upright and the fool represents innocence, new beginnings and free spiritedness if you handed it to me the other way around it would mean the opposite of what I just mentioned. This means that there's a lot the future has in store for you, it requires patience but the questions you may have of what has been fated for you will be answered with time. You're also cautious but carefree which also contributes to innocence which radiates through your personality."

"The High Priestess upright represents intuitive, inner voice and unconscious which basically means that since you are a water sign, your emotions are controlled by the moon which mean you rely a lot on your gut instinct and what your subconscious is telling you which is what helps you in decision making. You may think that you are making bad choices right now, but they are the right ones, and you will know that soon."

She pauses at the next card and frowns a little which makes me frown as well, "Strength reversed means self-doubt, weakness and insecurity. It seems you possess some self-doubt and insecurities about yourself and in that it becomes your weaknesses and people use that against you. Never doubt yourself, child. Not everyone will see the good in you but it's important to see it in yourself first. If you do not do that can be proven harmful to yourself and those around, you."

This woman really said all that shit, and all Kiana gave her was her name and by the look on her face, she doesn't know whether to be impressed or frightened.

She picks up her cards and begins to shuffle them again, "Your name, young man?"

"Devontae."

She holds out the deck to me and I picks out three cards like Kiana did before. The woman spreads the across the desk for them to see.

"The Hermit upright represents contemplation, inner guidance and search for truth. You've probably been doing a lot of soul searching and relying on guidance from within to help you in where you are going and direction you headed towards, you are confident in what you do but sometimes you question whether if it's really meant for you or not and I believe you'll get the answer to that soon enough."

"The Sun upright represents success, joy, celebration. You may celebrate exciting news very soon with someone or people very soon. It may not be now, but the news are on their way."

Probably getting drafted. I hope.

"The Fool reversed - means lack of recklessness, inconsideration and taken advantage of. You can or have experienced people take advantage of you and your character since you care about others and their wellbeing. Your kindness is often taken for weakness and people use it against you because you don't hesitate to forgive them easily or hold grudges. You should learn to set boundaries with others before in order to avoid such calamities in the future."

"Alright! Now a couples reading." She gathers the cards together again and shuffles them.

"How did you even know - "

"Sweetie, I know a couple when I see one." The woman says matter of fact, grinning slightly at her. After shuffling she picks two cards from the top, bottom and two from middle of the deck of cards, putting the others aside and turning over the ones she had picked.

"Ooh, The Lovers card." she laughs, "when this is upright, it represents partnerships, duality and union. The Two of Cups shows soul mate energy. The both of you are very different externally but very alike intrinsically which is why your bond is so true and beautiful. You both are made for one another. The Wheel of Fortune upright means inevitable fate which means in a way you were going to meet each other, in an expected or unexpected manner."

"So, soulmates, huh?" I look at Kiana next to me and she simply grins, holding my hand tighter.

"Uh oh."

This makes my smile drop and they look at the psychic in concern, "Is something wrong?"

"Well - You got The Tower card and The Justice Card reversed. The Tower Card stands for sudden upheaval, disaster, and broken pride. Your conflicts can mean very little and be resolved within a matter of minutes or in a couple of hours, but the big ones can have a devastating result on the both of you especially if either one of you is too proud or too hurt to want to fix what's been broken." she points to the one next to it with her black painted pointer finger.

I feel Kiana's hand goes limp in mine at the news and her eyes begin to gloss over. Oh no. I squeeze her hand back, but she doesn't do the same, too emotional from the news.

"I would advise you two to be open to one another, never leave things up in the air over something trivial."

I nods getting up from my chair, "We'll take that into mind. C'mon, Kiana." I urge her, lifting her out her seat and onto her feet.

We step out of the tent, pulls her hand back from mine. She wraps her arms around herself, the sight of her quivering button lip makes me wanna go back in that fucking tent and tell that hippie lady that her fucking cards made my girl upset. She keeps quiet for a moment before looking up at me with glossy eyes, "are you planning break up with me?"

I breathe harshly through my nose and tuck my hands into my pockets. I'm a sceptic when it comes to mediums, psychics, and palm readers. Anyone can have the gift of spirituality but that doesn't make any of them honest, hence my scepticism. Kiana on the other hand, sees the good in everyone even if the have the potential to fuck her over. That's what makes her so beautiful, her genuineness and her ability to look at everyone from a place of goodness. So yes, that tarot lady can be right about somethings but I'm not exactly sure if I can trust her yet.

I can see she's fucking conflicted now because of what the woman said. I gather my thoughts together before I speak, not wanting to hurt her feelings.

"Honestly - meeting you alone was a miracle to me, and I can't imagine not being with you and one thing for sure is, as long as you'll have me, there's no way in hell, I'm letting you go. It took us this long to get together and I'll be damned to fucking let you go without a fight. We're soul mates, remember?"

Tears roll down her face as she says, "I thought you didn't believe in that stuff."

"I don't -" I say, honestly, "but I know that's one thing I do believe in. I can't imagine not being with you." I answer. I wipe away the last of her tears, brushing her curls out of her face. I hold her hair back from her face and tilt my head, looking at her. She looks at me with narrowed eyes.

"You should never go bald, you hear me?" I joke, laughter erupting from my throat. "Oh my God, you're a fucking idiot." And she begins to stomp away from me, leaving me to jog after her, still laughing.

...

"We're all in this together."

"Once we know"

"That we are"

"We're all stars"

"And we see that."

"We're all in this together."

"And it shows."

"When we stand."

"Hand in hand."

"Make our dreams come true."

Ever since Kiana discovered my 'guilty pleasures' playlist, it's all she plays when they're in the car together. The playlist consists of nearly seven hundred songs which I hid away from her knowing she would blast them all the damn time.

After the whole circus fiasco, I decided to take us to a motel for the rest of the night. I had already told her to pack a bag the night before and decided to cut our circus date short after how fast it flopped. Fucking hippie.

Once we got to the motel, Kiana checked us in as I locked the car and grabbed our bags, once she got the key card, we head up to the room. She pushes open the door, as I drop our luggage by the door, it locks shut behind us and I flop onto the bed, spreading my arms and legs out.

With a queen sized bed and two nightstands, a fridge and a smart tv being the only things in the room the room it feels kind of small but it's simple, clean, and fresh. Nothing like the other sketchy ass motels I saw online. Kiana joins me on the bed. I turn over so that we're face to face, she's got her palms under her cheek as her eyes look at my lips then my eyes. Damn her eyes.

I could drown in them forever and not wanna be saved.

They're the perfect hazel – green colour that fucking hypnotize my all the damn time. I've noticed that they change colour with the emotions she feels. When she's happy or excited they like a full hazel colour, when's she scared or upset they are a mixture of honey and green, then when she's horny the green dissolves the hazel honey colour. Right now, they're plain hazel colour, but when they drop to my lips again, they become greenish honey colour. I close the gap between us, lifting her leg up and placing it around my hips. She groans as I kiss her greedily, her hands cupping my face, which is one of the many non-sexual things she does that makes me even more fucking horny.

She pulls back before getting up and I groan this time, "woah, that's cold. You just gon' leave me like a humping dog." She shakes her head at me, "nuh uh, I need to get out of these clothes and shower before we can do any of that. I feel sticky." I hear her voice drown out as she disappears into the bathroom. "If you can be a good boy and let me freshen up, maybe you can get some."

If her touching me didn't make me hard, that certainly did.

...

"Alright, your turn."

"You not cheating this time?"

"Boy..." Kiana says, and I laugh cause I know I'm getting on her nerves now. I throw down one card for her to pick up two and she arches a brow at me, before throwing down two joker cards. Both of us are seated cross legged on the bed, her hair tossed into a messy bun and my shirt on whereas I got on my boxers only. Then on our faces is her sheet masks that she used to force me to do it with her, but I won't lie she put me onto something so now it's kinda like a daily ritual.

That shit be leaving my face smooth like butter.

I chuck the cards on the deck, ultimately giving up. She giggles before gathering the cards and putting them aside. She scoots closer to me and removes my mask, throwing it in the trash. I remove hers and she begins fanning her face to get her face to dry.

I lie back on the bed, with my hands behind my head and close my eyes. I peek a look at Kiana to see her moisturising her face. Finally, she climbs onto the bed next to me, I pull her onto me. I place a kiss on her nose and her eyes flutter shut before slowly opening again. Her eyes drift to my lips and I do the same, she pouts her lips and I kiss her gently, but when her hand grips my chin, that's when I know she's on demon time.

I creep my hands under the t – shirt she's wearing, gripping her naked ass, she wasn't wearing a lick of panties on since she got out of the shower. She sits up and I pull the hem of my t shirt off her body, she raises her arms above her body as I pull it over her head, chucking it on the floor. She sits naked in my lap as my eyes take her in, from her thick, soft thighs that I love having wrapped around my waist and serve as my plush pillow when I fall asleep in her lap, full breasts that I never hesitate to suck on and her stomach with a little pudge that I love grabbing onto when we nap together and the place that's gonna be the home to our future babies.

Call me crazy but even though we've been together for almost four months, I know I want to spend the rest of my life with this girl. We've were friends before and I think that's where the connection began, it grew but before it could be anything more, we dated other people. However, I'm glad we made it to this point because I get to enjoy this even more. Kiana pulls her hair to the side, and I notice she doesn't cover up or try to shield away from me or squirm under my gaze, her face is flushed but she visibly more comfortable. With me.

Her hand slips under my boxers before she pulls out my hardened dick and I swear to God, I see my baby salivate at the sight. She bends over at the waist and spits on my dick before rubbing it up and down with her hand, "I told you you'd get some if you behaved."

"Shii, I'll behave every damn day to get the kinda treatment." I say honestly and she laughs before taking me in her mouth. I grunt as she pulls me out of her mouth, swirling her tongue around the tip, that's leaking with precum. She opens her mouth fully and takes as much of my dick that she can before gagging and trying again, my fingers thread through her curls, this seems to encourage her even more before she starts bobbing her head up and down at a rhythmic pace, her eyes start watering and saliva is dripping down her chin, but she keeps going all the while maintaining eye contact with me. Shit, her mouth is doing wonders but the way she's looking at me is gonna make me bust way earlier than I want to.

I try to push her head off me, but she instead picks up the pace my eyes screw shut, my chest heaves as puffs of short air come out of my mouth as Kiana sucks and gags on my shit, I feel my balls tighten and my spine tingle as I can feel myself coming, "Shit." I spurt streams of my sperm in her mouth, and she swallows everything, I push her off me, gripping my dick, fisting it at a rapid pace, getting some on her lower stomach and breasts.

I flop back onto the bed, panting. "Damn, girl." Kiana sucks me all the time but usually I push her off before I come, but her taking control like that...I like it. I sit up and kiss her hard. I pull away and I pick up my t shirt from the floor and wipe her stomach and chest, still spent from her amazing blowjob to get up and get a wash rag.

I slap her ass, "your turn now."

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AUTHORS NOTE

RIP to my fingers for this bruh. Plus, it's  amazing how I can write such scenes and I'm a fucking virgin. My imagination wild as fuck.


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